Someone slap me, please..
I need a really hard slap across the face or a kick up the arse!
Then you need to shout at me “STOP!! Stop eating crap, Fi!!”
I have done well so far (only with the help of my buddies and team - thank you Elements!) I need to keep it going. Sitting down, feeling sad, missing my baby daughter is fine. But shovelling cake, chocolate, cheese, bread in my mouth isn’t. Even while I’m doing it, I’m thinking “I don’t want this, I’m not hungry, actually I feel sick” It doesn’t stop me though. I’m not a stupid woman, so I don’t understand how I just can’t put the food down. I have even bolted the crap food down really really quick, just to get it over and done with. I don’t understand myself sometimes.
Kicks, slaps, shouting, screaming, bring them on! I need shaking and a good talking to!
This is the only thing I can think of to try to snap out of it, writing it down here. It has only been two days, so I can still turn it around. I can, can’t I?
Thanks for reading guys!
♥Fi.
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STOOOOOOPPPPPPP the insanity, Fi! I know where you are coming from. I LOOOVVVEEE Pumpkin Spice ANYTHING and it is out in full force right now. Pumpkin Spice Lattes, Pumpkin Spice Donuts, Pumkib Spice Creamer and, get this, they now have Pumpkin Spice Hershey’s Kisses!!!! I am having a real hard time resisting…
I am always available to slap ya. I ate bad last weekend and I know how yucky you feel I will not do that for a while. Take a walk or try to beat me at bejeweled
lol at kellys comment.
That kind of eating is emotional–all the food in the world is not gonna help sweetie.
So, step away from the food, get outside-go for a walk, talk to someone…write the pain and sadness down in a private place.
You know, I’ve admired your strength–I cant imagine the hurt-yet you keep going. Your stronger then you think. Hugs.
Fight the urge to splurge! You can do it. Set out a menu for the day the night before and try and stick to it as closely as you can. This has been my saving grace with having a plan at hand and the calorie counts. It also makes it easy to sub in foods if I want something different instead. Best of luck with the food battle.
Thanks girls!
The slaps/hugs/words have helped. I’m off to the store in a while to buy something healthy and delicious. I have a while yet til weigh-in, and I can turn it around.
Thank you all again, you are the best!
Fi.
P.S.
Kelly, the day I beat you at bejeweled will be such a good day! I don’t think it will happen any time soon! I’ll keep trying!
Deb, you are so strong, we’ll get through everything together!
Christine, mmm…. pumpkin spice stuff…yum! lol!
xoxoxo
Hi Chelleybones,
You snuck in while I was writing!
I am rubbish at planning. I always mean to, but I get sidetracked! Maybe I should try again. I do like writing lists though! I have lists of lists! One of my goals for next week will be ‘do a food plan’.
Thanks!